I've just had a chat right before i was trying to sleep earlier 2 days ago. I chatted with an old friend of mine. He is a good person actually, but .. in fact i am a bit irritated by his opinion towards my life n the way i choose my way. You know ... I do realize, maybe i am a bit naive ... n stubborn. So what?? When you were about to become a teenager n encountered so many conflicts, it was said tat a good friend is a friend who said the truth even though the truth hurts. However, i consider my case is utterly different! I mean ... you dun even know me! I dun know what i faced these months lately ... u dun know it is not easy to pull myself out from my negativity ... n u dun know how much efforts my dear gives to help me out from it. C'mon... if u a real friend than plis be supportive. I dun care if i take the wrong way, u dun know either which one is the right way. If i fail... the i'll learn. If the future is not like wat i expect, then i am still satisfy coz i dun give up. If i succeed ... then i know how hard to get it so i will be more appreciate it. See ... this is my decision. What i need from a best friend are .. supports and 24 hrs available shoulders to cry on.
So plis ... dun come up to me to talk some bullshits which make me downer. Those shit might happen to ur other friends... but it doesnt mean it would happen on me too. *knock2*
Neither of us can predict what the future could be.
Oh .. one more complain ... STOP saying "poor u"
I dun even think tat i am thattt pity. I dun even know what i should be pity for! I think my life is just fine ... n some peep might envy me ... or some peep dun even think tat i exist in their world, it's ok ... i dun care ... coz they dun pity me! Please tell me... what should i be pity of????
I am sorry tat i might block u for a couple weeks :P ... i dun want u to ruin my good mood hehe
I am in a good mood ... calm... n feel loved.
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:04 AM
