Monday, May 29, 2006
Our server is down!!! WTF!!! my documents for work r all in there *sob* ... so it's a totally bad day for everyone in the office .... grrrrrrrr....
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:25 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
I've just had a chat right before i was trying to sleep earlier 2 days ago. I chatted with an old friend of mine. He is a good person actually, but .. in fact i am a bit irritated by his opinion towards my life n the way i choose my way. You know ... I do realize, maybe i am a bit naive ... n stubborn. So what?? When you were about to become a teenager n encountered so many conflicts, it was said tat a good friend is a friend who said the truth even though the truth hurts. However, i consider my case is utterly different! I mean ... you dun even know me! I dun know what i faced these months lately ... u dun know it is not easy to pull myself out from my negativity ... n u dun know how much efforts my dear gives to help me out from it. C'mon... if u a real friend than plis be supportive. I dun care if i take the wrong way, u dun know either which one is the right way. If i fail... the i'll learn. If the future is not like wat i expect, then i am still satisfy coz i dun give up. If i succeed ... then i know how hard to get it so i will be more appreciate it. See ... this is my decision. What i need from a best friend are .. supports and 24 hrs available shoulders to cry on.
So plis ... dun come up to me to talk some bullshits which make me downer. Those shit might happen to ur other friends... but it doesnt mean it would happen on me too. *knock2*
Neither of us can predict what the future could be.
Oh .. one more complain ... STOP saying "poor u"
I dun even think tat i am thattt pity. I dun even know what i should be pity for! I think my life is just fine ... n some peep might envy me ... or some peep dun even think tat i exist in their world, it's ok ... i dun care ... coz they dun pity me! Please tell me... what should i be pity of????
I am sorry tat i might block u for a couple weeks :P ... i dun want u to ruin my good mood hehe
I am in a good mood ... calm... n feel loved.
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:04 AM
Although the weather was sux, the day was still enjoyable. I spent whole day with Phika at the hugest book store i've ever seen ... I found my material but hell the book is so expensive so i decided to write down the points ;p thx to Tim Phillips who saves my life through his book ;)
After tat we chatted, gossiped, ate Korean BBQ then chatted again ... we almost talked bout everythin .... we oso admire Neko's blog ... really ... making tempe ... hell haha ... *2 thumbs up!!!!
I hope tis gurly day would never end...
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:19 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
No free day for this weekend *sob* I was so lazy to bring my arse to the office ... soo i overslept n was late 25 min (>.<)... the worse was, i mistakenly grabbed the Tv remote rather than my mobile lol ... So when having a lunch , i decided to stop by to a mall near my off to buy a gift for phika ... ;)
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:37 AM
Arghhh Afneee.... how r u there???
how's the engagement???
Is everything alrite???
No one gets hurt by the earthguake rite???
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:18 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Pretty tough days i have ... n it will continue till the end May i think ... when all the classes r done. From this week, we'r gonna have an extra day which is Saturday for work overtime. The Labor Department is going to check each company ... n oso the ISO, so... i've just realize there's bunch of documents which r needed to be done before Aug.
For the beginning of the hardwork, my boss treated us a nice buffet n KTV last nite. The buffet was not bad:P~~~ I passed out when i reached my room. I hardly moved my body ... dragged myself to have a bath ... But,... on the last minute before switching off this lappie ... an interesting blink2 came from my msn :P ...
So, there was a cute baby comforting me among his business ...
n oso phika n meyen suddenly showed up n washed away my drowsinnes with a quite fab idea of business lol ...
Again ... i only slept for 5 hours for the 7th day of these week, coz i wun have a relaxing weekend this time :(
Special congratulation to Afnee... who's gonna have her engagement soon... continued by a great wedding in Nov.
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:37 AM
Virginia stormed out! (>.<) ~~~ huk huk i lost my mood to do any serious thing these weeks. So my research stucks n my school's crap library doesnt help anythin. So i m going to tpe this sunday ... searching for the materials in the biggest book store which is Page One i think... or Eslite maybe... then meeting phika ;D
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *desperate moaning* .... I am gonna working my assss offff!!!
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:04 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
I just cant stand of my own room anymore. There was too much useless things ... Oh boy... i am bad at arranging stuffs. Good tat i am not majoring in interior design *sigh*
I dragged out one of my table ... i threw away alll the clothes tat were hardly worn ... threw away all the useless old memories things such as my old mobiles, bags, etc.
Ww Zoolay helped me to arranged my other stuffs so there is much more space in this room ;)
Voila ... now my room has bigger space!!!
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:46 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Belated entry : Sat, 20 May
A full weekend it is. It was started by watching "Da Vinci Code" with the main gang. Well... there were bunch off people watching this movie. Perhaps they r curious why this movie brings so much contraversy everywhere. Maybe u should know tat most of Taiwanese are atheis. So, they wun even know who Jesus is. They might have heard His name, but i bet they dunno who He is. So ... like i guess :P they utterly dun have any idea wat this film talk about *lol* ... so the theater was full of sleeping people hehe...
Honestly, i admit it that Dan Brown is a brilliant author. His imaginations n details r excellent. But on the other hand, i am a bit sad why no one stopped this film to be released widely. Eventhough it's only a fiction, but still ... it can influence the non-catholics to think that the story might be true.
It was so weird n oso i felt a bit eerie too when Tom said this sentence: " You are the last descendent of Jesus Christ" ... n when he followed the rose line which brought him to Mary Magdalene's grave. Actually, the movie is just so-so . The book is much more fascinating.
Anyway ... watching Louvre brought lots of memories there :) We didnt get into it coz we are not tat freak toward arts... but we spent 15 min there to capture some marvelous pics.
(ps: Miss u dear :x)
By the way, after watching Da viNci ... we rushed to a quite fancy restaurant to have a lil farewell party there. The buffet was not bad ... we laughed a lot n din want to finish the nite so soon. So an idea just popped out from our head ... to continue our time in the KTV box ;D lalalala ... it's like we'r back into our high school time while we were singing the BSB's old hits.
We got home at 02:00 am... i got so high n cant sleep till 05.00 ...lol...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tis is wat we call a REAL weekend!
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:42 PM
Woo ... this entry is for the day right b4 weekend ; last Friday.
We were so not in a good mood in the office. It was almost weekend, but so much trouble happened. The point is, i got my bad temper back n yelled at Arifin when he kept push me to go home ont time. I mean ... yes i knew he wanted to play soccer , but i have bunch of stuffs here in urgent. Honestly i m very thankfull to have a good senior like him. We live in a same building n work in the same office. So, practically we go to the office together, he rides me. Our friendship is going well so long ... n this is the first fight with him ... lol... Actually, i hate it when he has a soccer appointment with his team after work. It means tat we have to hurry, and he will speed his bike like crazy to home. It scares me.
So, after the yelling stuff... i was so guilty. I had dinner with another collegue to get out from our bad mood. She took me to a fancy cafe. I was kinda shock when i saw the price (>.<) Well... que sera2... as long as the "thai spicy chicken" is great n the ireland coffee is fab.
Arifin sent me an sms ... to say "sorry" ... n i replied him sorry too, then my feeling was better... a lot!
I reached my house around 10.30 pm.
Urgh... wat a nite!
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:43 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
I must be wonderfully blessed for having you in this life ;)
It's darn exhausted day ...
but ur companion through the night lifted me up a lil bit ...
gave me extra energy to finish the homework...
brought a comfy warm feeling into me...
How thankfull I am to have you ... tonight...
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:42 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
The weather is going bad again. Humid n wet! It is normal coz typhoon is coming soon. *sigh* I supposed to be at the office before noon today, but taking care of Bautiste's (one of the Phillipines workers under our company) pic for his passport drove me crazy. I dun wanna talk bout tis no more ... the point is, i cancelled my self appointment to work today.
I applied some tutorials i read for several hours ... n quite satisfied.
I want to go "home".
What does "home" mean to you? In a normal term, home is a place where you live , or specify it as our hometown. Tat might be true. However, for me my home is not only that. My home is a place where i should belong to, which is the most comfy place on earth, a place where you know that you'll be fine there. A home doesnt have to look like a real house construction. Anybody can be anybody else's home. I might be a home for someone out there ... and i know i also have a home to go back too... I do miss the feeling to find my home and said "i'm home" . It's been 8 months i am away. Sounds so spoil rite? I cant help it ;p
I wonder ... i cant stop asking ... when i can be home again?
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:12 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
Fiuh ... for me Tuesday is done now although it is only 14.00 pm here...
I have no class no more for the rest of the day ;D I'll skip my oral translation class since one of my classmates said there wun be an exam n half of the class would be at the festival of sumthing i dunno ... dun care though hehe
I did have a GREAT sleep last nite, straight to this morning. I got up n had Virginia's journal done. However, i did the worng journal *lol* ... I didn focus on Virginia's class for these last 3 weeks. I was totally blur for wat i should do on the project... till today, when i have a full energy + mood theeennn i know what i should do for the next weeks ...
Hell... Virginia's project could make us crush to the depression wall. She makes us doing a research ... she hates our Asian bad habit which is plagiarism. She's sick of it and leads us to a healthy habit of writing. It is ok to summarizing or pharaphrasing one's idea as long as we oso put the citation of it. So ... now we'r going crazy finding the materials from e-journal ... e-book ... books ... blabla ... We HAVE to put the references and we'r gonna be a dead meat if we get caught taking anybody's idea and condemn it as ourselves although we have re-arranged the sentences so it would look like our writing style ... but still ... copycats!
Honestly, i got caught once *lol* ... it was for the midterm test ... i read some websites to prepare the materials and someway somehow those sentences i've read before r written on the paper. I thought there's no way she would know bout this. Who knows ... during the class she said "If Cecilia writes a sentences with more than 50 words in it ... it means tat she copied it from somwhere else ... coz i din see any citation of tat" Luckily ... after calling my name she called another names ... otherwise i would be so dead embarrassed hihi ...arghhh haha
So i m not the only cute copycats in the class hehiehie *narcist*
I'll do my nails , had full pampering day after finishing this ;)
or maybe i'll see some illustrator tutorials ... Adobe Illustrator is not a new software for me, i'm just too lazy to use it. But some ideas r not expressed quite well through photoshop nor photoimpact. So i decide to built it by myself esp for some unique graphics that impossibly found on the internet ;D Hope my mood is still good enuf to try the tools one by one.
Bubuy .... ciao ....
c ya tonight ...if i still have another things to post about.
Eniwei :
Happy Bday Phika!!!!
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:14 PM
It's always been YOU ... ;)
between Germany & Taiwan : 7:48 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
It is what i call a real weekend for today. I woke up at 13.00 pm, had a lil chat wif phika ... then watched Runway Project , then had lunch.
Special thankz to Jeng Roofi who came up with a brilliant topic for my research project ... which are prostitution legalization in Taiwan and Counterfeit luxury fashion goods ... n I choose to argue the Counterfeit goods ;) ... i 'm still doing the material though ... i hope i could find the book in the lib n oso in the student periodicly journal.
After making up my mind bout the topic ... i din have any worry no more, n decided to have a lil groceries shopping with ww. So ... i stocked up my refrige with yogurts and muesli . I am gaining my weight these couple weeks , n now i feel i am a bit fat esp around tummy area :P so i gotta start to eat healthier food.
My brother made a lil confession today ... n it shocked me for a while ... *sigh* .... You are complitely CRAZY, boy!
My dear suddenly showed up today ... tats really surprised me ;) as i thought tat he's not able to make a connection for these couple weeks. So ... nice to c u today *mwach*
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:05 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Gosh! I slept over for 13 hours!!! I totally passed out last nite after mailing my dear. I thought i would be wake up naturally around 10.00 am... but as i winked my eyes to my mobile, i was shocked ... it was 14.30 pm!!! n my head ached so much. I realized tat i got fever :P well... tough week *sigh*
Anyway, i had a fabolous dream!!! It is really nice to cuddle up with u again dear;D
Poor me ... only can do it in the dream hehe *lol* ... well at least we've done it zillion times! *huggie* huk ...
Future is really unpredictable. We can plan, but the higher the expectation .. the higher the risk to get hurt. I got pretty huge lesson of life bout that. I start to understand, it's time for me to taste more unpleasant knowledge bout life ... so i wun be so spoilt anymore :P So i would be more appreciate wat i have in the present ... So i would know how to make a sacfrice to the one i love ... so i would know how important to thank God for every lil detail of His blessings ... so i could be stronger ... so i could be a better person for everybody ;) ... i hope so. I do hope could be a better friend ... a better daughter ... a better lover ... At least it's not that late to learn how to be a better human being. We've been giving our best to work this beautiful relationship on, but still ... we never know where's the destiny gonna bring us to...
All i can do is to thank God for every beautiful things that happened and pray tat it wun be ended.
Thinking of him... missing him ... bring such a warm feeling in me.
I enjoy that ;)
"Forever is not a word...rather a place where two lovers go when true love takes them there"
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:48 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
I am in a good mood today :)
Very happy... with n without reasons. Someone who's dead cute there and couple friends bright my day. Thx guys ^^
It could be said tat i didn work at all today ... just sat in the car visiting some places ... n spent 1 hours at FE21.. a mall ... having lunch there ... i gotta control my shopping desire since everything is 20% cheaper. I bet it's gonna be cheaper n cheaper by the end of july right when my mom is here hehe ... *evil laugh*
I reached my house at 20.00 pm :( n tomorrow gotta be at the office before 07.30 am huk huk ...
well i'd better get going ... finishing a logo for my company's mail ;D
Dear cute... i love wat we talk about today ;)
It's a pleasure for me to ...
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:15 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I re-arrange my music collections and found out i just collect them without listen and sort them :P I deleted the songs i hardly like n re-organized them to many categories. I laughed at myself when i found so many silly songs which were popular when i was a teenager.
I also have Gospel category. I own The Prayer - Josh Groban feat Charlotte for a long time. However, just a minute ago i listen to it by my heart, not only my ears. That is a pretty prayer. It sounds so calming especially when i feel down.
See how pretty the sentences are :
I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Let this be our prayer
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
We ask that life be kind
And watch us from above
We hope each soul will find
Another soul to love
.... Dear Lord, please lead us to a place and guide us with Your grace ... give us faith so we'll be safe ;)
-Amen-
Nb: *shy* telat ya br nyadar how touching the lyric now hehe...
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:49 AM
My feeling is much much better these 2 days ;)
Really ... as i see him again, then everything's just be alright including my feeling. I sleep very well too. It could be said... the rite medicine in the right time ;D
I still got classes even though i didn go to office. Virginia told me to change my topic research coz she wants me to write more unique stuff *sob* Unique social prob?? any idea??? antibiotics should be wisely used? abortion? euthanasia? Those all sound not unique hiks... arghhhh
I have a HUGE appetite today. I had my full package lunch ... chocolate toast for tea time + ice .... sushi for dinner .... n now i'm thinking to grab some snacks.
Hope i wun blow up like a pig ;p
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:19 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
I hate myself while having a period. Really ... i am a damn sensitive moron when i'm having it. It's like my hormon tickles every inch of my sensitive nerves. I got cranky over lil things all week.
Luckily tat i got so many friends who remind me tat i might only be a bit over senstive and that's it. Some sms-es calmed me down n i n very thankful for that, dear ;)
Overall, my weekend is not bad at all...comparing to how exhausted i was on the last weekend.
We = the gals ... shopped for groceries... had dinner n lunch togetha ... gossiped... went to church ... n oso ... watched Mission Impossible 3. Geez, it is a good movie ;) I hold my breath several times during some action scenes. I have my "must see" movie list for this month: Poisedon , Da Vinci Code and X-MenIII. Lalala ...
Current song : Against all Odds... quite presents of wat i feel now
Current wisdom from my dear: Just focusing on what you have in present!
It doesnt mean to igonore the future ... just dun think bout it until everything's on the right track. Put less expectation so less hurt u get when shit happens.
Yeah ... sometimes shit happens :P
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:41 PM
SooOOo relieved!!! my boss allowed me to go home earlier today n got some sleep ;p
I acted so stupid last nite ... n regreted it so much.
All n all ... again, danke schatz ^^.
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:20 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Curently, it's 02.47 am.
I cant sleep :(
I'm super tired from shopping whole day long ...
My mind is tired...
n i hate myself when my body doesnt want to compromise to take a rest meanwile in 5 hours i gotta be ready to work ...
Dear, i terrible miss u here
But it is very nice knowing at least i have someone special to miss with :)
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:48 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
As i guessed i cant update any entry from the office tis lunch. Who knew i should have to visit a client ... who knew i got bunch of rejection documents from the asshole gov. just bcoz a tiny lil tip-ex!
Last week i've been eyeing on a summer jacket both casual n formal ... as i stepped out from 7-11 i saw the jacket n fell in love with it ... n got the deal then brought it back. However, it doesnt look good on me ... so i want to have the smallest size of it. Well... last nite the lady said no other size so i could pick any other clothes for substitute the jacket. The lady offered me a jeans vest which is quite "in" this season. I bargained again n she said this vest is unique bla bla watever n i was not in the mood again to pick anything else so yeah ....
But, poor her ... i went to the clothes house i usually go ... n found the vest is cheaper than the jacket's price. So ... in 10 min i went back to her n complained!!!! she was all ashamed! Grrrr.... i hate if i was fooled... stupid bitch!
I feel i always get on my nerves these weeks. It feels tat i cant have a real good rest even in weekend. 2 days off doesnt mean i can sleep a bit longer ... or i can stay at home ... it means that i gotta bring my ass to the classes ... dealing with Virginia n exams. This smes there's already 3 peeps gave up from Virginia's class. The project is getting brutal lol ... she's gonna kill me if she read this blog. I gotta find a time to find my material from the scholarly periodical journal ... book ... n e book :(
The only movie who cheers me up is "the cheaper by the dozen 2" from roofi ... thx! It is not thaaattt funny ... but funny n cute enuf comparing to those movies on the tely or another movies i had on lappie... I am not in the mood to watch a sad movie... full of intrique ... cheating on each other ... yelling ... grrrrrr this world is complicated enuf with or without those suck movies.
I needddddddddd a real HILLARIOUS movies!!!
Have u ever felt tat you r homesick, however u dun have the mood and oso u cant go back home? it is weird rite? i cant explain it too ... i'm just hoping that my mom n my sis r coming ASAP ... i m not ready to go back to Indonesia for these couple months. But the good news is my boss treats me to Hong Kong this November ;D ... not bad lar ... at least this year i visit another country.
It is a tough year, rite dear??
So kuai2 yah disana ^^
*mwach*
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:09 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
It's almost 2 am :( i really do want to drop sum lines, but i've promised to myself to sleep earlier ... but still ... i'm fail :(
Just cant fight the temptation to see "Cheaper by the Dozen II"
So ... see ya, i'll post an entry from the office at lunch tomorrow ^^
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:46 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
I'm in a BIG anger right now!!!! These days have been busy days for me, meanwhile my skin's getting worse n decided to see the doctor n the doctor wants me to have enuf sleep. See... so when i had a dayoff on weekend i slept a lil bit too over and in the nite before monday i cant sleep at all till 6 am n i gotta wake up to work at 7.30 am
So...imagine how exhausted i was whole day in the office.
Tomorrow i'm having an oral translation exam which materials r from CNN ... n i havent prepared myself yet. I thought i'll get a good sleep n study on the next morning. However, i only slept for 4 hours n woke up to feed my tummy.
Then ... rite on 01.30 am, stacey called n need to use my lappie. See ... i'm a kind of person who would feel terrible if i cant help someone but it is not an appropriate time too!!! i have to sleep! then i said what about tomorrow morning ... she said ok but need a morning call . WTF!!! n i just remember tat i oso need to study using the lappie in the morning but for a while i did lose the idea how to reject her.
Before i made my mind to give a rejection, she called again n canceled it.
But still ... i mean geez ... if u really need to borrow mine then dun call me in the mitnite ... if u can do it in the morning, why dun u go to the lab??? why should bug me!!!! I consider myself as a "patient enuf girl" even my own fren said tat it's hard to get me angry. Thumbs up for this girl who blew my nite and ruined my sleeping mood.
For the busy days i have been through lately ... i need a space!
so please ... bugging people GET LOST!
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:28 AM
