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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Wow ... it's 2006 now.

Happy new year guys!!!!

Once again we entered another new year with new challanges and great opportunities. There are expectations and hopes for a better and a successfull tomorrow. I thank God for all the blesses in a whole year ... n oso thank Him to for the failure, faint and nagging of unsuccessfull yesterday coz at least I learnt sumthin from there. I pray to Him; beg Him to lead our (Rio n me) way to a better future and for our purposes in life to be fully realized =)

For you guys:
May the Love and Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you and your families throughout this New Year.

between Germany & Taiwan : 10:18 AM

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Happy B'day to you Bro!!! Sorry for not calling :P I totally forgot last nite... oups sorry. I've just chatted with my bro just now. I asked him how's home... how's everybody. I told him tat i received a sms about a month ago from my lil sis which's said that mom is no longer love her anymore since my bro is back from Malaysia *lol* Well... my cute mom always over pampers us whenever we r back to Indonesia ;p It used to happen to me too. So it's normal that my lil sis is jealous to my bro meanwhile she is use to be the one who got pampered while we are all away.

Actually i didnt do any important matters these days... really... i'm such a pig. I work, eat, shop and watching movies over n over ... day by day. My brain doesnt want to cooperate with me while a bunch of virginia's journals r on due. Maybe a novel could spice up my brain again (>.<), for tat...i've borrowed a novel from the lib ... it's Michael Crichton's: A Case of Need. Dunno it's good or not. The preference looks not bad lar.

Ermm...i got another news bout my frens who r just got married n r going to have it next month. Well... congrats guys! Geezz ... i feel so old mature. I cant fight the fact that i am 23 going to 24 next year, which means i am no longer a teeanger ... but, an adult who's body is trapped in a teenager's body. Poor me .... Hope i still could wear those cute mini skirts... tanks ....+ brighty colors n just get funky yet less bicthy.

On the other place, mein schatz is not as well as i am too. We both r attacked by a damn virus named "influenze". He should recover soon b4 goin back to Germany again. I have lots lots of things to talk to that cant be done on d phone. *blur* Missing him is one of my fave activities these 2 months. The universe might seem unfair to me ...

between Germany & Taiwan : 7:43 AM

If anyone is famous for being nit-picky when it comes to purchasing things for the home -- well, let's be honest: It's me. That's not going to change now, although it might heighten just a tad. I hate the regret feeling after spending money, so being a bit picky gives me such a satisfaction when I drag the shopping bags away back home.

between Germany & Taiwan : 7:23 AM

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I got food poisoned yesterday (>.<) After havin Virginia's class Xiao Bai n I had dinner togetha at Jia Jia Xiang Kuo Tie ... i only ate 5 kuo tie + soya milk... maybe the food is just too oily, soon my stomach was not feeling well. I cant stop myself to vomit when i reached my house. I puked heavily + fever n sore over body :( Luckily i'm ok today coz i had classes n had to teach Yaya.

Rio is super busy these days. He becomes a private driver to everyone :) He's so exhausted today coz he just droved from Jkt-Bogor-Jkt for whole day n refused me to call him. Well... hun, better get a good rest this nite. I feel numb here. Actually there are bunch of things i have to do. Virginia's homeworks due on next Monday ... bloody murder ... n i havent had the mood to do that. Lots of books i gotta read n return back to the lib. Talkin bout book , lots of interesting novels r on sale rite now, esp the books i wanna read, but i am not sure wheather i have the deed to finish the book or not .... coz io's back soon. On the other side, still gotta manage my expenses since all the make up thingie r needed now *hiks*

I feel numb .... SOS!!!

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:52 AM

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It's not easy to be a good person as i thought before.

between Germany & Taiwan : 10:32 AM

Dear, Jesus ... Happy b'day!!!! Merry Christmas to you guys too! I can have a relax x'mas day tis year, coz as u know i'd had a terribly busy xmas day for the last 2 years. I could join the party without any worriment bout homeworks or exams or report or even projects. I'm freeee!!!! I joined a party on 23rd with the other overseas students. We ate claypot ... switchin gifts =) took sum pics ...n laughing around.

On christmas eve ... i still worked @ bear but then i shopped sum gifts for my fwens before goin to the church. Nothing happenned then ...

n today ... 5 of us had a private party @ Zoolay's room. Thx to Batekh who brought loads of foods from the pub huhuhu ... we had a big whole turkey... my fave salad (the one tat i usually had in Mariott) ... smashed potatoes ... fries... einkorn path's cookies ... fruit... salami... we had a fun night ... chit chat ... teasing each other ... gossiping ...laughing out loud ... then we watched our fave serials togetha =) Thx guys!!! you warm up my xmas 2005.

Hunnih... merry x'mas :)
need to talk to u bout lot of stuffs rite now, but it's better to have it after u r back to Germany.

-MUSM-

between Germany & Taiwan : 10:17 AM

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I need to go HOME

between Germany & Taiwan : 12:04 PM

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Schatz, at the end of 2005 , i want to thanks you for all the simple things you've done to me ... Thank you for:

• Finding me first and hug me before doing anythin after returning home.
• Askin me specific questions bout my day :)
• Listening to me ... and askin ques too
  
• solvin my prob + emphatize me when i screw up
• the quality time whenever i need you
• the flowers as a suprise as well as on special occasions
• planning a date in advance rather than asking me wat to do
• offering me helps on my chores when i am tired
• the compliment me on how i look :)
• validate my feelings when i am upset
• callin me n let me know when you are going to be late
• the supports without making me wrong for asking
• putting down the novels or game or watever when i talk to you
• washin the dishes after our meals
  
• noticing n ask me when i look tired
  
• being a great shopping companion ...
  
• the encourage while shopping haha "buy it if you like it ... it looks good on you"
• the hugs everyday
• the calls or sms just to tell me "I Love You"
• making the bed n clean up the room
• helpin me to get the laundry done
• n oso to empty the trash
  
• always on my side when i am upset with sumone
• offering me a back or neck or foot massage
  
• the cuddling
• being patient
• not flicking the remote control to diff channels while i am watching my fave movie
• learning my fave drinks ... foods ... everythin
• the understanding when i am late or decide to change my outfit
• payin more attention to me in public
• makin me more important than the other
• buyin me presents
  
• buying me outfits
• the marvelous pictures tat we have on spec occasions
• takin short romantic gateways
• carryin my pic on ur wallet :P
• writing notes on my textbook
  
• the drives
• drivin safely n respecting my preferences
• takin me dancing
• the love notes n poems
• fixin sumthing around my room
• carrying the groceries
• handling the luggages on the trip
• the kisses
• the laughs ... jokes n humors
• the special times to be alone togetha
• the cares
• lettin me know that you miss me when i am away
• .... (for the things tat i havent said above)
  

n i do miss you after doing this ....

-Love Ya-

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:09 AM

2 days ago ... my dad called me on d middle of the nite while i was sleeping. I didn sure wheather it is 03 am or 04 am in d morning. I couldn recognize my dad's voice at first ... but when i knew it was dad who called me i was stunned!!! my heart pumped so hard ... there must be sumthing wrong. Rite, there was sumthin happen to my step mom's store. The building which was called "pulomas" + King Hotel was fired. All r gone. I am so sad ... coz it was my fave place to hang out since i was a kid. I love to help my mom selling things ... bargain ... then i could shop around n ofkors all the bills r on my mom hehe ... there was io's fave mpek2 corner n we could eat there or take away free ... again, the bill will go to my mom's desk haha ... so so sad!!!! I called my mom n calmed her down. She got the feeling that someday Pulomas would be on fire ... she told us the feeling when we were on our vacay at Germany. How could we know ... it happened.

After that call i tried to sleep n prayed ... i wish the call only a dream. I terrible messed up on my work ... i couldn concentrate ... i couldnt wait till i finish n got home. The first thing i do was call my mom n confirmed that the call was not my dream. I accompanied my mom n cried ... the cries r for those memories tat we had for years there .... I hope she'll be allright ... I believe God has His own plan upon us. We surender to Him.

I couldn stop my self not to tell io bout tis. I called him ... he got shock too ... :( He gives me lots of nice words to comfort me :) I miss him... badly. There are too much great memories tis year. I hope next year we can spend more times , esp on x'mas.

between Germany & Taiwan : 7:39 AM

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I'm happy today ^^...
It's because:
-sun shines brightly
-the weather's quite warm
-the classes r interesting
-I had a good chat wif iO
-iO's internet suddenly not a crap for full 75 min
-I enjoyed my fave serials
-I enjoyed my meals

Thx God, for today =)

between Germany & Taiwan : 9:09 AM

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YeeeeY! my lil sista positively will come here on June ^^... She got number 1 on the class like she's promised to my mom... sooooo i'd better save sum money to treat her here hehe ... ow ... 16 days left then i could see my baby's face again :) I wonder wat he looks like rite now ... slimmer??? fatter? cuter? hihi ...

These days i heard several probs tat happen to my couple frens here ... It's so weird tat most of couple i know here dun sleep together. I know this fact not bcoz i ask them or they tell me ... but, i heard that from their stories ... for instance: "I use heater on my room coz my bed room is 14 degrees while my wife's bed room is 17 degrees" .... or my student told me " i sleep with daddy ... my bro sleep alone ... n mommy oso alone" ...lol .... it's weird for me. I mean, sleepin together is not only bout sex, rite? you could communicate privately ... or maybe intimately. So ... is that the reason they act like strangers to each other?
My teacher had complained one bout tis prob on the class "pliz help me ... i cant communicate with my hubby ...evrytime we'r togetha he reads his newspapper or doin his programming stuff n keep saying mmhhh ... hmmm *nod2* whenever i try to build a conversation"
So, why did they get married?????

I hope it wun happen to me in the future... u know ... i cant live without talking hahahaha .....n i do like pillowtalk =)

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:06 AM

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Dislikes list

• Annoying people
• Kaypooh
• lack of $$$
• uncertainity
• being ignored
• pissed off
• queing
• all animal creatures in tiz world except cute puppy
• winter
• winter clothes
  
• pimples
• far away from the one i love = distance
• nasty, gross n smelly peep
• sex maniac
• pervert
• undiscount things
• papaya juice
• arrogance
• traffic jam
• Indonesian' embarkation
• Delayed flight
• narrow-mindedness
• loudness
• slut
• silence
• Yahoo Mess
• Computer errors
• wake up early
• insomania
• programming subjects
• untolerantable persons
  
• communication limits
• lamer
  
• no creativity
• empty brain
• -full stop-
  

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:17 AM

My strange unique behaviors:

• I wun allow anybody touch my bed, unless, he/she has taken a bath.
  
• Actually, NOBODY is allowed to touch my bed except me, my mom (cos she's super hygine), my lil sista (she smells good) and iO (he's my lover ofkors we share bed, moreover, he's clean n smells good)
• Although my room looks terribly a mess, still ... the bed area is the cleanest.
• The second cleanest area is my wardrobe.
• I'm a person with high level curiosity... cant sleep bf finishing a novel or a film unless ... i skip it only to know the ending of the stories... then i could sleep well.
  
• i'm super boring rite now ;p trying to find sum idea to make an xmas style fs skin

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:06 AM

i'm a lazy pig today ^^. After workin i din do anythin .. well ... 2 of virginia's homeworks r done lah ... but there are 6 left *lol*

between Germany & Taiwan : 7:55 AM

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My influence getting better after 13 hours sleeping, special thx to "blue ice" a marvelous medicine which stops my running nose n gives me such a good sleep, ever! Anyway, the weather today is freezing ... bloody murder! I wore 4 clothes in advance, but still... freezing from head to toe. My skin is dry esp my lips area. The first thing after have my phone bill cleared up is buying Clinique mosturize cream. My phone bill tiz month is a record for me, above 100 bucks. Help!!!! I knoe, sum of my fwen even have their bills more expensive then mine, said it like 5000 nt per month... yet ... are they out of their mind???? losing 5000 nt for nothin???? yeah ... mine is worthed la ... calling io n fam :) I've been using skype out since 2 weeks ago. It's much cheaper than the ordinary bill rate... hope it'll help my next phone bill not gonna blow up again. I called io just bf i took a bath, we talked bout sum stuffs... it sounds he's quite busy there. I told him tat cathy snapped sum great pics of us when we'r having a party ... we din noticed at all tat we'r snapped shot. the pics r sooo funny n one of them is quite sweet so i post it on my fs ;p
Thx lot lot cath!! I saw myself laughing in every pic :) Remind me how happy i am when u r around. I bet ur gonna love tat pic n miss me soon after u see the pics :P haha....

Nity nite sweety!!!

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:26 AM

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I'm having my period + influenze. Always like that every winter. Hate winter so much :(
I want a heaterrrrrrr!!!!!
Schatz, i know u r terribly tired rite now ... i would be very delightful if u wanna be my heater tonite *puppyeyes*

between Germany & Taiwan : 9:56 AM

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My mood is back to normal after i had my hair done. I decided to have my hair done at cute saloon. I know it would cost me a bit higher, yet worthed. I look much more younger haha ... *narcism* It's not funny to look terrible while my hubby was offered to be a model n cast an audition weeks ago at sby (>.<) Well, honestly it gives me a kind of pressure to look better hiks. Wat can i do my hubby has such an unigue Japan korean look + very fair skin. I'm soooo jealous wif ur skin hun :( why dun we just switch our skins ;p Anyway, back to hair stuff. I'd colored my hair jet black for almost a years (for several times) ... so, tis time i was supposed to have a brown hair + greeny highlights... but the jet black color is just too strong n cant be covered :( so dissapointly, tat i have to accept the fact tat my hair is only dark brown now, but i love the cut though. My hair designer's name is Doreen. She's quite a NICE person. We discussed lots of things b4 she design my hair ... she treated me a croissant soup while i was waitin for my hair. It took 6 hours to have it done *fiuh* Soon afterward, my feeling is just OK.

A funny situation happened in Virginia's class. A fwen of mine ( i cant said her name), acted so lame. She skipped couple classes by pretending to be sick. It drives Virginia mad n yelled "For a sick people, to me u r just fine. Next time get ur butt here every week" .... Lol n then, my fwen acted tat she's almost dead during the whole class... So gal ... dun mess with Virginia ;p

Tiz week, since the weather drives me crazy again ... i bought a bottle of wine to help me to warm up after a freezing bath n oso shopped a lil bit. I lost my control :( My saving plan is ruined by J&Co. , phone bills, beauty stuffs ... n x'mas gifts ofkors. Mama... help!

On the other hand, My iO is fine. Actually on the map his location is nearer to me, in fact, bcoz of the crap communication devices give a huge distance between us. Well, we still communicate everyday :) I just want more. I just rearranged my wardrobe, n found quite lots of stuffs tat belong to io n wat he's bought for me. Miss every single part of him*hiks*

*toel2... hun, kesini donkkkk

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:26 AM

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I had a horrible class today. My students fought to each other whole day, n i wish i could kill them hiks. I planned to have a dinner at Indonesian Buffet with zoolay n al3nk b4 going to the church, but it turned to that we have a new quest who is Zoolay's boss. She oso wanted to try Indonesian Food. So, we chatted during our meal till we realized it was too late for the mass.

I got my salary today ^^ *yaiy! ... i think tomorrow i'll have my hair done. Maybe my hair would be dyed n cut in a new extreme style... dunno ...i'll have it in a Japanese style saloon. We'll see then :)

The weather here is quite warm, but still the earth looks glooming here. I wonder if i could have a bath spring, or maybe if i had my own bathtub. It would be so comfy to have a full pampering day. I enjoy bubble bath/ spa so much + aromatherapy + sumone who could give u a great massage ... ermmmmmmm.... *stop dreamin*

Anyway, i called io n my parents just now. Io's goin to SbY again next Thursday. Good for him to spend more times with his cousins. Bout my parents, i hadn called them almost for 3 weeks... I didn mean tat, but i totally forgot ;( They worried bout me but it's ok now. So happy to know tat they r just fine there. *cant wait for next summer when my lil sis will come to visit me*

Nite nite sweety ... kuai kuai ya ...
LopHe ya!

between Germany & Taiwan : 8:21 AM

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I request for a chance to be selfish for one day and I got it. After that, i feel that i'm totally a cow. Human's never satisfied with wat he has rite? so do I. I am so super sensitive these days. Every single lil thing annoys me so much;

The weather drives me crazy. It's freezin here n i HAVE to put on lots of clothes on me ... feel like a fat polar bear. Tat's the reason i hate winter, n oso i gotta change all my make up stuffs refer to the bloody weather.

Another thing tat bugs me much is ... for me, my notebook is quite private thing, especially my hard disk external. Tat's why I separate my private things into the HD n hardly connect to it unless i need sum files. Well... a best fren of mine doesnt quite understand tat while she's using my notebook and I was not around. I knew bout tis coz she forgot switched off my HD external n I kinda shocked coz she dares to do tat without a proper permission. Yes, i did not tell her bout tat ... but for an ethic it's still not proper rite? Oki... tis is only a lil matter but bugs me so much. I mean, I'm kinda fair n open about myself, yet as a normal person, it's normal to have sum secret too n not gonna let anybody interfere with my business.

I feel like a single rite now. I think io's in Indo a bit longer than i expect. I thought i could handle it but in these tough days, everythin quite seems completely like shit!
The noise around my neighbour, the laundry which is so far away from where i live, my messy hair, my mish mash room, my lost spirit, anthin tat bugs me when i start to create a new fs' skin, unfinished novel, a dirty beggar who sat near to me when i was in the bus, the fucking weather, the bloody rain n so on.

I realized i cannot blame on anybody esp io. I should know, that if i'm not happy, it's up to me to do sumthin bout it.

Ps: anybody yg mo cari gara2 ... step off!!!!

between Germany & Taiwan : 5:43 AM

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I feel lot lot better now :) Io's in Jkt so we could chat like usual, wat happen 2 days ago, clearly was about my bad mood. Yenlink is here now. She suddenly has her private vacay:P So, it's so relieve to have a friend near me and relaxing our nerves togetha. We went to Tao Yuan today. Shopped a "lil" bit, bought sum groceries and make up stuffs... ate my fave fried chicken. Actually, it is io's fave fried chicken.

I'm gonna skip my moin class tomorrow, then we'll have Indonesian food buffet for lunch ... then JJS ;D

Yaiy!!!!!

Ayank...me MUSM!!!
Gut nacht schatz *hug*

between Germany & Taiwan : 11:03 AM

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