Monday, October 31, 2005
Today was sooo weird. I almost scared to death. It began when I was having Virginia's class, suddenly my cellphone rang with "private number" appeared on the screen which means io or my mom who's calling me. I turned off my cellphone before Virginia getting mad at me. After the class, I sms io just to make sure did he call me or not. Then 2 sms came in the same time. 1st from my lil sis said, "Why din you call mom, she's so worried bout you?" .... n the 2nd one was from io which said,"quick come home, zoolay saw sumthin strange from ur room"
I was stunned n ran back home. Hoping my room was not on fire *lol* There was no smoke ... no smell ... but i saw strange light flickering from my room. So it turned out tat i forgot to switch off my table lamp after having my hair done n the lamp is out of order. I'm sooo relieved.
Soon afterward i called my mom. My mom screamed and said "be honest to me, r u ok there?" *lol* I think she had a nitemare bout me last nite, so she gotta make sure that i'm allright... yeah sense of mother towards her children. She worries bout me since i told her tat i wanna try to be independent. Moreover, she also asked me am i in debt or not (>.<) I dunno wth is goin on there, wat i knoe is i miss them oredy.
My feeling is not so well after tis strange incident. When io gotta go to the bank and shopped for a while, I'm a bit worried bout him till i cant stop saying " b carefull , dun rush back home"
(T_T) wat a weird day.
between Germany & Taiwan : 5:20 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
It was a tiring day. My ankles r sooo sore rite now, i wonder sumone could gimmie a great massage from head to toe. Btw ... i agree with wat Grace blogged on her multiply's journal. If you dun agree with wat i blog here ... or u dun like wat u read here, just leave. If you dare, ask me directly. But dun ever judge me base on wat u read here coz u dont know me. I have tiz diary to keep my precious memories toward sumthin and laugh at my self when re-read it ... knowing how silly i was =)
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:02 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
...i miss Her even more...
duh Cinta bener2 kasihan deh....ari ini dikerjain ama anak monyed^^
Duh Yank moga2 tahan ya ama tenny...io kirim valium deh ya ke sana kali2 di loncat2 lagi, tinggal kasih aja:D
Besok Cinta kerja ampe malem banget, g pengen beresin rumah aja deh soalnya nyokap roomate mau dateng sebtu, malu banget klo rumah berantakan, makanya tadi g bilang ke dia orang supaya sempetin waktu besok buat beresin rumah.
Well nothing special to do besok, paling2 ke bank but telp dulu buat bikin janji klo2 perlu.
Cinta sekarang udah mau bb n kayaknya g juga bakalan off bentar lagi...
Yank bb yang enak ya, mimpi yang indah pula...i miss U too(need my HOME:<)
Tak epon ya abis ini bentar aja*huggyyyy
-A hug for You means I need You. A kiss for you means I love You. A call for you means I'm missing You-
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:14 AM
Home
-Michael Buble-
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And Ie been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
fine baby, how are you?�
Well I would send them but I know that it just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I living someone else life
It like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
Ie had my run
Baby, I done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
Il be home tonight
I coming back home
Tat's my fave song currently. It represents exactly wat i feel right now. I really want to go back home.
Do you know where my home is? He is my home. Everytime we meet for a vacay, he hugs me n says "Cinta, i'm home"
I do pray to God, plis lemme go home when the time comes. I'm just too far away from him, I've got to go home coz i can't bear anymore.
*terribly homesick*
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:42 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I just got my notebook back. One of the mem card was down tats why i couldnt ol yesterday. Pretty tired these days n oso din sleep so well. Hope tonite could sleep like a pig *grok*
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:44 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Suatu hari ada seorang pelukis terkenal sedang
menyelesaikan lukisannya.
Lukisan ini adalah lukisan yang sangat bagus dan
akan diperlihatkan pada saat pernikahan Putri
Diana.
Sang pelukis sangat senang ketika menyelesaikan
lukisannya dan memandangi lukisannya yang
berukuran 2x8m dan sambil memandanginya
pelukis tersebut tanpa disadari telah berjalan
mundur.
Dan ketika berjalan mundur pelukis tersebut tidak
melihat ke belakang.
Dia terus berjalan mundur hingga di belakangnya
adalah ujung dari gedung tersebut yang tinggi
sekali dan tinggal satu langkah lagi dia akan
mengakhiri hidupnya.
Salah seorang melihat pelukis tersebut dan
hendak
berteriak untuk memperingatkan pelukis tersebut
tapi tidak jadi karena dia berpikir mungkin ketika
mendengar teriakannya, pelukis itu akan kaget
dan
malah jatuh ke belakang.
Kemudian orang tersebut mengambil kuas dan cat
yang ada di depan lukisan tersebut lalu mencoret-
coret lukisan tersebut sampai rusak.
Pelukis tersebut sangatlah marah dan maju
hendak memukul orang tersebut.
Tetapi beberapa orang yang ada di situ
menghadang dan memperlihatkan posisi pelukis
tadi yang nyaris jatuh.
Kadang-kadang kita telah melukiskan masa depan
kita dengan sangat bagus dan memimpikan suatu
hari yang indah bersama dengan pasangan yang
kita idamkan.
Tetapi lukisan itu kelihatannya dirusak oleh Allah,
karena Allah melihat bahaya yang ada pada kita
kalau kita melangkah.
Kadang-kadang kita marah dan jengkel terhadap
Allah atau juga terhadap pemimpin kita. Tapi perlu
kita ketahui Allah selalu menyediakan yang terbaik
untuk kita, anak-anak-Nya.
Roma 8:28,
Kita tahu sekarang, bahwa Allah turut bekerja
dalam segala sesuatu untuk mendatangkan
kebaikan bagi mereka yang mengasihi Dia,
yaitu bagi mereka yang terpanggil sesuai dengan
rencana Allah.
I read about tis story 2 days ago and I experienced it for wat happened tis afternoon. It was a windy and rainy day, I gotta be hurry to Bear bcoz it's almost 13.00. I took a crowded bus. Actually i think the bus was toooo crowded so it gave the thief a chance to pickpocket me. I din realize it till I grabbed my bag for Oreo n found out that a side of my bag was torn n my purse was stollen. This time I quite lucky. The thing tat is gone is only the purse, insurance card and ATM. But still ... it makes me soooo sad! The purse is new; a black braun buffel. I love the shape n the style, n i've been searching for tis kind of purse for a long time n cant afford to buy it coz sum of them r just too expensive. It was given as a graduation gift. Hiks... It's a destiny for using back my old red esprit purse again. I called iO n Zoolay for a help to block my debit card. Zoolay offered to pick me up in case i didn have cash at all. My dad called me bc he knew bout tis from iO. My boss offered me for dinner n cash for go back home.
So, as we see from the story above ...
Still, I thx God that the damn asshole thief din take my cellphone asswell.
I thx God for not giving me so much money in the bank *lol* but i hope He will for next month huahuahua .... I thx God for showing me how caring my Schatz, fwens n even my boss. =) I was so touched when iO called me just to calm me down during my work. I felt nothing now. All i know is i should apply for a new insurance card asap.... n i'm waiting for whoever u r ... who r generous enuf ... to buy me a new purse hihihi ... i want a leather, thin, neat one ... branded would be perfect haha
I should sleep now. Tomorrow gotta wake up earlier.
Ciao!
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:18 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
I'm tired.
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:21 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
I'm back to blog and...DUH DUH DUH.....PUSIIIIIIIIIIIING!!!!!
cc mau ngelahirin di jerman....g siduruh balek ke indo buat liburan natal sekalian pick her up...biar ada temennya di pesawat...huhuu
Itu bukan masalah...tapi yang jadi masalah adalah Cintaku gimana...well...i dont want to leave her like this...dimana prnya lagi banyak...LOL...
Moga2 g bisa bantuin seperti biasa kayak g di jerman...
Yank ... tik sms ya n tik tak buatin, truz tak kirim ke imel ... hehe
Well ... i hope di depan nanti kita bisa rayain natal n taon baru bareng2-AMIN^^-that would be perfect ... no other than that is cooler:)
U know Cinta...i cant sleep without U... cant eat without U...can do NOTHING without U...i just need U more and more...I love U Cinta...huggyyy
-I found my bag, but i found no money inside
I searched my wallet, but yet found no coin.
But when i serched my heart...i FOUND YOU^^ ... i never knew i was so rich*huggy-
*Love U so much-io-
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:09 AM
It was a busy day todae. I'm a bit exhausted but in the good mood. One of my student who finally is named Tenny by his own mom, cried during the class. They fought over an ABC cards. U should be moreeeee patient, Cecilia!!!! Tenny is a bit hard to handle. He doesnt focus, hard to pay attention, unconnected brain .... when I teach him, he will say " i know that!" ... then when u repeat it again he'll ask u back "what is that?" I fell tat i wanna kill tat lil creature! Otherwise, yaya is a quick learner n easily gets bored when she gotta wait for Tenny.
Btw, iO's helping me to finish my peer support group task for Virginia class. I love uuuuuuuuu hahaha .... i'm stuck with bullshiting stuffs. He worries about me, how would it be without him for 2 months. How i supposed to do if i have Virginia's homework. What should i do when i go back home n have my dinner alone. What should i do when i need a shoulder to lay on.
Well, dun worry bout me hunnih. I'll sms u the topics of Virginia's homework, u could mail me later haiahihaia ... I could have dinner with zoolay or with my tv .... I'll call u regularly, so i always have your shoulders to lay on. Bassicly, i'll be ok. So, go back n have a great xmas with ur fam ok!!!! We'll have our own xmas next year ^^
I love You ... more then myself.
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:04 AM
Monday, October 17, 2005
I dont wanna lose you
So plis dun let me go
Becoz i wun!
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:23 AM
Virginia's class gives me lots of preassure. Ok, let's forget bout it. I did nothin important today, unless colored zoolay's hair, got my laundry done and ofkors ... mojoq. That's it! So boring ha ...
iO and I got stomachache. We both live in a diff place and eat a diff kinds of meal, but strangely we use to get stomachache at the same time. I wonder why tis could happen.
I put io's old pic next to my notebook so i could look at him easily when he go back to Indonesia next month ntil Jan. That pic reminds me how he looked like when we were getting closer at the end of 2003. I'm glad that he will celebrate xmas with his fam this year =) ... n oso a bit jealous. But i know, i'll spend many years to celebrate xmas with him for the rest of my life.
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:13 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
I hate writing!!!! hate it for sure. My mentor have asked me bout my attitude towards writing and i told her the truth. The reason why i keep this diary is I just wanna leave a lil memory of my own ... just tat. It's free writing without any rules and the judgement right or wrong.
I hate to write anything , n i even never think tat i would like to write an article or sumthing. I hate to write even it's in Indonesian lang, English or Chinese. I hate ballooning or clustering the idea. I hate making the outline and the first draft. I hate everything that's connected to writing.
U know wat ... i got a writing homework and it's soooo suck! the topics r suck! It's just suck grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!Actually it's simple ... just writing. But it's a big deal for me. I could bang my notebook right on the wall if i did it by myself.
oki... i'm in the bad mood. so step away from me! iO is helping me out in this case ... poor him ... he saved my nite btw =) Frankly, he always saves me in every situations. "tat wat a hubby means", he said. huhuhu *hug* i dunno wat should i do without u .... schatz, i cant stop wishing that i were there or u were here. I still cant accept the fact that we r not living togetha anymore and for this time we havent known when will we met again. Next summer??? Next christmas??? Let's see ya =) i believe tat God surely gives us a proper time to meet every year. I'm waiting for the time when we shouldnt have to be separated again. When will the waiting be done?
*vanished*
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:13 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Today i'm free! I din have to teach those kiddo ^^ bc their mom took them to the zoo. I havent been a pig for these 2 weeks and here i'm today ... a pig. Woke up at 14.00, tidied up my room ... then i tried to upgrade my notebook. Bc tis is the new one n since i hadntinstalled anithin yet then i decided i gotta complete my notebook with the softwares i used to use. Evrythin went smoothly except when i found out tat i'm lack of Windows xp Prof service pack 2 for multilanguage function (>.<) anyone have it????? hiks.... n i oso need Windows cd ROM. It's so ridiculuous that living in taiwan but ur notebook cant read chinese char nor type any chinese char.
I give up! i'll wait for Ajies.
When the clock hit 18.30 hours, WW asked me to attend our school 50th anniversary celebration. There were fabolous fireworks!!!! I wonder why our school fee is so expensive and it's wasted on the 10 min firework just like tat! Being togetha with ww, roofi n yenny at the same time is rarely happened huhuhu so we had dinner togetha n shopped sum groceries at rt-mart.
Not much happen after tat. I've been eyeing for a pair of boots and havent got one... sum of them r expensive his. Btw, the weather now is absolutely my fave! it's cool around 17-20 degree ... i wish io was here. the weather is perfect for you schatz. So we could cuddle without being sweaty, u could have a good sleep, having a good sleep brings u a good appetite, NET is on the sale, n wat hmmmm.... i need u.
Hun ... ich will Dich jetzt...komm zu Mir....brauch dich sehr.
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:23 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
*sob* my sore throat even got worse! I couldnt focus on my job today, meanwhile after that i gotta rush into my house to take a bath n got prepared to go to Taipei.
Yo, tonite we'r gonna have a girls reunion ^^. We spent 2 hours at Pizza Hut to talk bout everythin, teased each other. So damn tat i couldnt eat anythin (T.T) my throat is killing me n drive me crazy. Beside tat we had fun at Yong He nite market n Long Shan Temple nite market. I ate a package of snake soup. It countains small glasses of snake's blood, poison, vitamin, n bla bla deh.... it tastes ok lar ... but still a bit weird. I tell u ya ... after consuming the soup i felt so hot kinda horny lol hauhauhauhaua sooo... danger!
hunnih where r u??? hauhauhauhaua kidding
We slept at meyen's apartment =) Thx meyen for the service hehe ...
Btw, the Lu wei Fan and wontoon soup near Meyen's apartment r sooooo yummy!!! u gotta try those if u visit Meyen!
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:40 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Urgh i feel a bit dizzy after teaching those kids. One of them got influenza n i think i have to grab my vit C just in case to prevent my body. Today during the class Jamie n Yaya fought the other boy tat's a bit "kampungan" lol i'm not supposed to say tat to my own student, but patience is all i need if i teach him. I asked him wat is his english name, n he said " i don't know" ... "ok then wat is ur Chinese name?" ... he answered "i dunno" . So i asked his mom ... n u guess wat ... his mom named him "lotte". OmG!!! i nodded my head n pretended the name is fine huahuahua
I dont have any idea how Taiwanese here choose their english name. It could be apple, kiwi, rockie, muscle, booker, bobo, kinky, gogo, yoyo, yahoo, kimo, and another weird names. One of my english teacher warned us to change our weird name before continuing our study abroad.
Hm... after teaching i took Jamie n Yaya played around at Tesco. We played basket ball at the timezone for a while, had dinner at the food court, spent 1 hour at Toy r Us and another 1 hour at Eslite bookstore. Those kids read comics n i looked over for sum graphic design books n a book bout how to take care of a Daschund Dog.
Recently, i'm crazy seeking for a dog. I mean a cute dog like daschund. Hiks... it's just too risky to have one rite now. No secure job, no secure life ... poor me.
And now ...i get sore throat from one of those kiddo.
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:00 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005
(>.<) i hardly eat anythin this week. I am hungry, but my mouth doesnt wanna accept any kind of foods even it is sweet, salty or spicy. I just lost my apetitte, tats it! Well... hope tat i could be slimmer at d end of this month. U knoe since 2 people asked me bout am i expecting or not... i lost the mood to eat *lol ... oh c'mon ... i am a lil bit fat (>.<) but how dare they assumed me with the pregnancy issue.... T_T
arghhhh boring!!!! boring ... boring ... boring .... bt bt bt
Ok, i admit tat... these days are suck! it's not only bcoz of my PMS.
I think tat i'm just too spoiled n it getting worse day by day. Living together for almost 5 months in a year blind me to face my own real life. I just cant accept the fact i have to sleep alone! i hardly fall asleep everyday without io's snore beside me. I cant accept the fact that Taiwan's food r soo oily, the portion is just too much n i cant cook wat i wanna eat. It's so suck to be here again. Actually, i dun care where i gonna live, the point is with whom i'm gonna live with.
See how spoilt i am. Cant stop quarelling tis n tat (>.<) I should know, not only me who encounters tis kind of prob, so does anybody who's having a LDR. So... just ignore me ok! My most want to do list: @spending time togetha in the kitchen @having a private cooking class @doing laundry togetha @brushing teeth togetha n get ready for sleep @watching old movies like Wong Fei Hong, Mr.Vampire , Fong Sai Yuk, or other anime like GTO
@eating grapes + my fave guark
@walking arm in arm
@sharing ice cream n foods
@pillow talk
@laughing
@joking
@pretending ngambek for a comfort
@lean on io's body
... listing these things makes want him even more.
between Germany & Taiwan : 7:44 AM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
*Huggyyy
Hari yang indah tapi cuaca mendung di jerman....dingin berangin n ujan rintik2...a day to ngelon tepatnya but...
Well...Cinta balek n i see sumtin different...she looks cuter and of corz more beautiful...hihihi...g tanyain n tepat dugaan g...doi potong rambut:D
Udah nggak tahan lagi ama rambut panjangnya...emang seh potongnya udah lama banget, mei kemaren kira2nya...its time to change^^
Well nothing special today for me...cuma ya di kamar aja, abisan mau kemana nggak ada hal menarik disini...mana dingin lagi males banget deh kloar2nya...
huhuhu..pengennya terbang kesana deh...kiss my angel*cup
i love U Cinta*emud...hehehe:p
between Germany & Taiwan : 5:34 AM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Yoooooooo I've just got my new lappie ^^ since my last one was given to my bro.
I went to Bear today, i took care for my boss children for 5 hours, took them to Tesco to have sum fun, playin basket ball, reading books in eslite hehe ... then my boss told me tat she opened a class for me to teach those kiddo huhuhuhu yey yey ....
After tat, i rushed to Nova then directly bought a lappie. Tats the quickest decision i've ever made to buy a lappie lol ... hugging the new lappie, cant stop smiling go home hehe ...
iO i'm cominggggggggggggggggggggg lalalalala
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:25 AM
