Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I-need You so much
M-ore than YESTERDAY, MORE than ever
I-want You so very much
S-omebody please help me quick T_T
S-ee me clearly my dear
Y-ou are all i need and the only one i love in this life
O-nly You and no other
U-ntil forever we will be One
-the Love one-
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:40 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
My inet is down coz i totally forgot to pay the bill .... sorry guys (>.<)
Suddenly my boss called me n asked me to work in the lab for 3 hours ... not bad la ... so i can blog. iO ... cepetan pulang n call me ya ... need to talk to u
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:07 AM
Good Morning,
I am God.
Today I will be handling all of your problems.
Please remember that I do not need your help. I
f the devil happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it.
Kindly put it in the SFJTD (something for Jesus to do) box.
It will be addressed in my time, not yours.
Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold on to it or remove it.
Holding on or removal will delay the resolution of your problems.
If it is a situation that you think you are capable of handling, please consult me in prayer to be sure it is the proper resolution.
Because I do not sleep nor do I slumber, there is no need for you to lose any sleep.
Rest, my Child.
If you need to contact me, I am only a Prayer Away.
between Germany & Taiwan : 4:02 AM
Monday, June 27, 2005
My re-entry visa is done. After having all the crap things done at the police station, we r caught in the rain n couldn go back home. So, shopping time it is ... We = Fen2, eric pam2, livi, bebel + me.
Tired (>.<) Tomorrow i'll find my boss concerning about my next smes job, then i'll check the po. box again. I'm so worry bout the package from io tat i've been waiting for. It's supposed to be in my po box by the last friday, but sumway sumhow i havent got it yet. hik hik hik ... plis plis show up tomorrow ... i'm worry to death.
Ow ... if i still have time, i'll go to nova n format my notebook. I'm gonna change its language =) Chinese to English. Bcoz it will be my bro's notebook by the end of July n he cant read chinese char. Eniwei i still dunno wat kind of notebook tat i would have next ... but i MUST upgrade the mem card at least 1 G like wat i have now. Life is easier with a quick notebook =D
Oki... i miss mein schatz. He's goin out with Ko De (bro in law). Well.. it's good for him to out from his nest.
Erm... i think i should call my mom. -bye-
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:19 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
I'm freakin miss Her...help me T_T
OMG...it was so horrible...no one could understand how i feel right now...i miss my Baby a TON...
If i were a bird, i would fly to kiss Her
If i were a puppy, i would stay on Her lap
If i were a cat, i would say "mieoooooww", so that She rub my neck
If only i were in tw right now...
Damn....still have a lot of things to do in this country...just 2 more years...
Yank...
Please give me strength...to fulfill my Dreams-Our Dreams
Please give me strength...to carry on Your Dreams and to fulfill IT
For i will do anything for You
For i will make every Dreams of Yours come true
-i miss Her-
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:46 AM
When the clock hit 00.00 am on Saturday, I'm FREEEEEEEEEE
Free from exams, free from work, free from Jimmie's journals, free from everythin =)
My ganks n I decided to watch Batman Begins.
Er.... it has been a long time since last summer i stepped my feet in a cinema (>.<) poor me! It's 6 of us ... Alenk+zooLay ... w-w+Ajiez ... Me ... n Tedy. It's was so great to hang out with them again although i felt a bit sad n miss the time when we spent our time togetha per couple. It could be said, i'm so lucky to have an understanding bestfriends here. Most of my FBF are with their bf (exp, zoolay, ww, phika) here, but it doesnt mean that i cant hang out with them like usuall. They are so understanding n so comfortable to be with in any situation. It's amazing coz i have another fwen who totally cant get along with her fwen's bf. So, when i'm with no partner, my FBF walk with me, n the boys walk togetha too. On the other hand, when i'm with partner, we walk percouple n enjoy our couple time togetha =) exp. shopping togetha ... timezone time ... pizza buffet togetha ... etc. Thx Guys =D
Bout the film.... for u who r a Batman Fanatic ... i'm sorry =p
The film is just so-so. Unlogic ... too much destructive actions (it makes me sick)... too much phsycos ... n the boys were "Ooohhh"-ing when Katie Holmes showed up on the last moment wearin silver sillk blouse .... no bra.... euw... nice boobs + nips eniwei :P
I wonder, when will i have watching movie togetha with mein schatz? he's promised me : Sizzler + Fantastic 4.
I'm waiting .....
Urgh, n today i'm a bit tired after 4 hours babysitting 2 evils =)
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:58 AM
Yaiy! my shower room is clean now =)
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:56 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Blehhhhh....salah orang......MALUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Cinta itu sering godain g....n nggak tanggung2 kadangan godainnya...kadangan bisa ketauan kadangan juga nggak....
50-50 lah...tergantung hoki, klo pas itu hari bisa ketauan ya ketauan jahilnya...klo nggak ya udah deh MALUUUUUU.....kayak jumat ini
Kejadiannya waktu Cinta di lab lagi kerja...udah laper banget Doi...minta tulung temennya beliin n nitip bawain ke lab....anaknya dateng langsung ngabur mamam...nah g kirain yang ol maseh Doi...ternyata bukan, alias temennya itu...beginilah jadinya:
g: Cinta
Cinta: ya sayank
g: i love You banget
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :alo rio
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :gua aris
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :cicil lagi makan
g: oups
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :hehehe^^
g: hahahaahah
g: nakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :ngak papa yo jgn malu malu
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :dia suruh bilangin
g: sek ini sapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :ini aris
g: bokis
g: ini sapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
g: lol
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :yahh...bener,,,,
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :si cicil lagi makan
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :terus gua jagain
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :diruang lab
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :hahahaha
g: tauk deh
g :pusing
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :hehehe
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :hahaha .....
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :tenang tenang 5 menit lagi juga balik
(g kiraiin Cinta isenk but ternyata aris) :haha lol
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu- :sorieeeeee
g: beneran tadi
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu- :me kelaoperan
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu- :beneraaaaaaaaaaaaan
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: gila Yank
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: ngeliat arus langsung serbuuuu
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: hauhauahuauahuahuahua
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: love2an
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: lol
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: *ngakak
g: ngak bilang
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu- :sorrrriii
g: io kan malu jadinya
g: *ngambekkkkk
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu-: waaaaa
-Cinta lagi sehabis ngabur mamam huhuhu- :*kasi permen
Malu malu maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu T_T
-the shy one-
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:01 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Wishes
and
winks
Star light, star bright,
First star I see tonight.
Wish I may, wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:17 PM
Teka teki Gatot Aa --> tiz crappy gossip's kinda interesting =p
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:31 AM
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:41 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
*puppy eyes*
Sorry hun... i did behave so bad tis moin rite? Yeah i admit it. I was sooo cranky today.
First of all ... an old reason, which is "i'm having my PMS"
Secondly, the fucking exam materials really drive me crazy (T_T)
I swear i'm gonna burn those papers a minute after i pass the subject!
Ok, now my mood is ok liao ... coz my mom called me n our conversations cheered me up hehe ... silly me =)
Es tut mir wirklich leid Schatz....ehrlich von meinem tiefsten Herz!!!!! Ich liebe dich *cup mwachx*
Ow... warning, when i'm having my pms... rese people, plis get lost!
between Germany & Taiwan : 11:07 AM
Doeh Doeh Doeh...
Cintaku lagi nggak ok moodnya hari ini...
Udah ulangnyanya nggak jelas hari ini..."DATABASE", mana kemaren belajar bareng temen tapi temennya lepas hari ini...ya udah deh nulis sendirian...
Ditambah lagi sama MSN spaces yang nggak tau juntrungannya tiba2 aja pake bahasa jerman....udah gitu nggak ada option yang bisa ganti bahasa lagi...
Cinta kan lon ngerti ya udah deh tambah nggak karu2an...
kacao deh pagi ini moodnya....udah bt ama ulangan ditambah aneh2 lagi ama msn space....
G juga kena getahnya....lol....udah lagi suntuk lantaran ujian yang ngebetein...ditambah MSN juga ngebetein...eh g bilang salah lagi...lol
Tau nggak g bilang apaan...."Cinta imoed deh".....three wrong words in a wrong time....TETOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT^^
*HUGGYYY...i mean it loh imoed itu...kali2 sambil ketawa but bukan netawain cinta cuma geli aja ama expresinya....udah lama nggak liat lagi buete gini...i think its funny^^
Mwachh Cintaku....moga2 nanti abis selese ujian udah baekan...and look for me ya, coz i'm waiting disini to comfy U...thats my JOB:D
I love You above all*cup
-the love ONE-
PS: sedikit conversation dikala Istri lagi bad mood
g: *huggy* i love U banget
Istri: AAAAAAAAAAAAh.....ntar aja dehhhhhhh...aneh2 lagi ngomongnya...
g(dalem ati): hihihihihi...cup cup cup*huggyyyy
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:08 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland Disneyland
Dream a lil dream of me ....
between Germany & Taiwan : 3:06 AM
Finally my exhausted day was over. I didnt know tat finishing 10 journals would take soo much time (T_T) Again... luckily i have u, baby ^^ who helps me finished it one by one till the clock ticking to 03.00 am ... Unfortunatelly, it's not tat easy to fall asleep hikz... so i only slept for 3 hours then had 2 terrible exams ... working .... + tepar!!!!
N now ... after pigging for 12 hours ... i'm full of energy and ready to study my last exam of this smes, which is the suck database. I'm not sure tat i'll pass tis subject but who knows ... miracle happens *lol*
List to do thiz week:
- Study ... ofkors
- Tidy up my room ... hell ... it's been a week since my mom went back to indo n no one clean my room
- DO my laundry!!! all the blankets ... my 1 week dirty clothes ... dolls ... waaaa
- Pigging ... hie hie hie
- MojOq too ... for sure
lalalala .... ow .... my travelling plan is changed... soooo i'm going to my baby at 17 Aug ^^. We plan to give my mom a surprise bday gift + cake there hihi ... aw aw aw i love summer vacay!!! love summer actually .... esp the clothes ^^
Eh... unintentionally i found my old fwen @ FS... my fwen when we were in primary school, Novie n Cherry ... hope they still remember me hehehe ... wow ... they grow up now *lol* ... i havent seen them for a decade, yet their faces still like the same, so i could recognize them easily ... waaa miss them! we usually played hide n seek togetha ... shared sum silly kiddo secrets huhuhuhu ... fought each other ... or fought against another gals ... cant wait for their msg reply.
Gtg ... ciao!
Ps: "Hi sexy boy overthere! i love u ^^"
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:51 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Yo! 2 more exams then i'll be free =) Yet the "suck"est exam was over so i feel a bit relieve. The subject is shipping insurance. The matter is not on the subject ... but it's in Chinese. Thx io for accompanying me whole nite long, translating those fucking materials chapter by chapter =) i do almost give up, but again u strength me up. Tats wats a hubby does, rite?
Finally i had a great time to sleep last nite (12 hours). I havent had the mood to finish my journal's homeworks n prepare my exams on Monday; which are drama literature (sense&sensibility - Jane Austin + 19th century english literature) and English Writing huhuhuhu ...
Rite now, i still lost my appetite ...
i list the things tat i hardly resist rite now ...my temptations ... n it could be used to bribe me though huhuhuhu
1. Sizller steak + baked potato + potato salad
2.Padang food
3. Noodles : either Mie Aloy or Mie Bajipamai
4. Soto2an ... soto betawi ... soto Kudus ... Sop buntut ... sop ayam + kentang n wortel ... sop bikinan rumah
5. Nasi Briyani
6. Any spicy food
Slurppppp ....
Waaaaa wanna home hehe
Btw, i'll be home on 2nd July =)
I'll travels alot tiz vacay ... wif my hunnih too ofkors .... yuhuuuu honeymooonnnnnn
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:26 AM
Doehhh....klo inget2 jaman dulu g pertama keli ketemu ama Cinta....nggak bisa kebayang deh betapa g bahagia....for me Cinta adalah jawaban dari smoa doa g ke Tuhan...thx God 4 listening and answering all my prays^^
Well....i just want to say that...She is the most adorable n beautiful and also the nicest woman...and i'm so proud and so honourd that i am given the privileg to guard, to protect, and to accompany Cinta for the rest of our life:D
Tenkiu God for all and tenkiu Cinta for all...all yang Cinta beri ke io^^. This song reminds me the very first time i held Her Hands, 'coz i know that this hand will always be together with my hand^^
Tuhan Tolonglah
by Tito Sumarsono
Akhirnya kutemukan yang jadi pendampingku
Semoga kudapatkan kebahagiaan
Kumohon kepadamu tuk selalu bersama
Menuju hari esok yang bahagia
Tuhan tolong bimbing kami
Restuilah tali cinta
Kuatkanlah kami berdua
Agar selalu bersama sampai akhir
Love You Honey...2gether 4ever n ever^^
-the love One-
between Germany & Taiwan : 7:53 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Hari ini bener2 deh...well...not much to say but it was a fun day... g temenin Cinta di lab n sekarang kita maseh ngobrol^^
OMG i miss Her soo much...dari tadi kita ngobrolin ttg rencana nanti di indo kita moa napain aja...jalan2 dimana, maem dimana, maem apa aja, dll...hehehe...sakaw bakalan nanti
G dari tadi disuruh ngisi blog...lol...emang ada kalanya g yang rajin, but sekarang giliran g yang lagi males banget....Doeh Cinta sexy banget neh...nggak kukuuuuuuu....hehehe...pengen g peloq but apa daya tangan tak sampeeeeeee....
Yank bb ya udah pagi loh disana...matana itu loh nggak bisa boong...udah layuuuu....pliz ya listen to me...udah ngak enak badannya mana tadi mandinya pagi lagi....sok2 jangan ya....seenggaknya besok kan nggak ada kerjaan di lab jadinya bisa mandi cepet...iya io tau klo panas n enaknya klo panas itu mandi aer dingin baru bb, but at least tunggu ampe enakan....takutnya berlarut2 numpuk di depan*hugyyyy
i love You so much....and all i want is that You stay healthy... not only for U but do it for me too ya... coz i'm gonna spend my entire life with You...so i want to look after You so that we could be soooooooo old together and ever^^
-so care bout You-
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:23 PM
2 exams r done smoothly! still have 3 to go... =)
Cant wait till July 2 ... i'll be home again. Cant wait to hug my lil sis coz i miss her so much.
Since everybody went back home, i lost my appetite. I cant eat these days n exams days make it worse, coz i'm rather prone to nervous system, so i easily vomit when i m on my peak of nervous time. But tat's ok... :P i got my ideal tummy back hihi ... dun envy me :P
Ow... i accidentally i found out sum confusing facts bout my fwens last nite. I dun mean anything when i ask him. it's quite complicated, so i refused to know bout it more ... i rejected him to tell me more bout tat ... tats enuf ... considering my previous blog, i dun wanna be one of the kepo-ers. just tat simple. So i withdrew myself from the conversation. I'm affraid, if i know more then i could make a wrong judgement bout anyone who;s related into tat prob. u knoe ... i admit myself as a good observant which sumtimes lead me to a critical judgemental (>.<) ...
Fwenzhip r complicated.
It's not easy to find a fwen tat really care to you, not bcoz she/he needs sum new info to be gossiped with.
It's not easy to have a fwen who guards your secret with equal fidelity like u do.
But luckily i have them =) including io; my hubby as well as my best fwen
They mean the world to me.
between Germany & Taiwan : 4:01 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Hari baru semangat baru mojoq teruzzzz hehehe
Cinta baru aja selesein ujian final pertamanya...ttg poet2 gitu deh....fiuh untung kemaren g ada bantu2 dikit truz buat tamah kredit lagi...kan lumayan hihihi....Yank i'm so glad i can help You^^
Sekarang kita lagi mojoq but bentar lagi Cinta haruz bb lantaran sok ada ujian lagi*huggyyy...mandi cepetan ya truz bb nanti maleman io bangunin n ya tak temenin dari sini:D
As for my self g lagi tunggu Zeugnis dari Konstanz...abis itu g kirim ke FH n i'm in^^
Doeh nggak sabar buat mulai di Fh n selesein smoa urusan g ini...so g ama Cinta nggak haruz LD2 lagi but bisa barengan like normal people...hehehe
Cinta...i love You banget...i should have said it more than hundred a days:D
Io sisipin lagu ini ya untuk Cinta....this is how i feels whenever i think bout You
I was born to love You
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of You
Every single day...
I was born to love You
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of You
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for You
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I'd kill for your Yove
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with You
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through -
I was born to love You
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of You
Every single day of my life
I wanna love You
I love every little thing about You
I wanna love You, love You, love You
Born - to love You
Born - to love You
Yes I was born to love You
Born - to love You
Born - to love You
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
I was born to love You
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of You
Every single day of my life
Yes I was born to love You
Every single day of my life
between Germany & Taiwan : 1:04 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
The last thing that i need in this world is that kind of people.
I hate being a palembang girl!!!!
It's a nice place to live
great foods ...
no traffic jam ...
but the peep are just TOO "kepo"!!!!
Mind your own thing ok! the most important is keep your mom's mouth shut! coz any rumors could spread easily from mouth to mouth. Is the place just too small till u don;t have any other activity to do except gossiping bout peep you know? It's ok if you gossip bout someone secretely, but the most fucking thing is, it's look like that you never know what "ethic" means, don't u?
You dont have the right to ask about the validility of a gossip directly to the one who's being gossiped! It's just none of your business ok!
Kepo2 .... GET LOST!
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:01 AM
It's a busy day like always when we are in the exam week. My Dad & Mom was back to Indo @ June 10. Since then, i have been so exhausted and collapsed on my bed more than 12 hours. So... my private vacay is over now n got to face those exams n homeworks again.
Gosh! i have 15 journals to write in Jimmie class. Jimmie is such a nice teacher, he lets me finish my journals ntill next Monday, he even treats us a cup of "Lu Dou sha" (green bean milk shake) during our last class for tis semester =)
After tat i forced myself to go to Zhong Li city under the inclement weather, just to change $$$$. Hikz... the ticket to go back home is so expensive this summer... but worthed ^^
Note for schatz: Dun worry bout FH thingie, ok! i know you'll get into it! i'll wait =)
Now i'm stucked on the lab, I can't study effectively as if that my brain is numb :(
Perhaps i could study now (>.<)
ciao
between Germany & Taiwan : 5:19 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
IO: do you know why i love you? Cos you give me your heart ... your body ... your soul ... and ofkors your homeworks.
Me: LOL!!!!
::Thats behind the scene when i share all i have to io including my homeworks::
between Germany & Taiwan : 1:28 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Cinta....i miss You banget amat sangat...
Yank setelah liat video kita tadi bener2 deh bikin io miss the moment like that...dimana kita ketawa bareng live tanpa pake apa2...tanpa mic ama cam but i can touch You, i can feel You, and i can smell You directly*huggyy...
You knoe Cinta...theres nothing in this world that can be compared to You...You are the greatest, more than anything else in this world...
Tenkiu for everything....nggak bisa io bilang apa2 lagi selaen ini Yank...it seems that what i give is nothing if i compare it to what You gave to me*huggyy
Tenkiu for all Cinta for everything...above all for the Love the Joy the Happiness that You give me...Cintaku for accompanying me forever:)
I just want to tell You all the things You are
And all the things You mean to me
You’ve been with me forever
Through the changes in my life
Through all the tears and laughter
When I find myself believing there’s no place to go
When I feel the loneliness inside my heart
You’re the answer to my prayers
And You’re with me everywhere
You’re my angel, miracle, you’re all I need tonight
Give me shelter from the rain
You breathe life in me again
You’re my angel, miracle, You’re all I need to know, tonight
I need You right now
-2gether 4ever-
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:31 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
Hihihihihi...udah lama nggak ngisi neh...bini maksa ngisi soalnya nggak seru ngisi sendiri^^
Na ja...nothing special these days....mami papi udah balek dari taiwan n tadi barusan nyampe di palembang...Cinta lagi baca majalah mode (kayaknya!!)...n g...seperti biasa terjebak disini nggak bisa meloq cuma bisa ketik K-A-N-G-E-N:)
Hmmm tadi mami telp bilang klo ada laptop murah pertengahan juli ini...harganya 2 juta pas...WOW...keren abgnet kan...g langsung bilang klo mao, but bukan buat g soalnya g baru beli pc...tapi untuk Cinta^^
Cinta lagi imoed banget neh...udah gitu isengnya bukan maen...g di isengin mulu...huhuhu...well2 nasib orang cute emang begini*hiahhahahahah^^
Doeh....oh iya...g lagi demen maen WOW sekarng...iseng2 eh keren juga...hihihi:)
Yank...maen baereng yuk, ato Cinta temenin ya...i miss UUUUUUU
-the Love One-
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:45 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
(>.<) sumthing 'weird' happens in room these days. Suddenly i lost my things easily there meanwhile no one moved my things away. I was so upset when it turned to my purse which was gone. I swore it was in my room n i didnt take it anywhere since last nite. Before that i've lost my lovely earings, bracelet, my swatch (it showed up last nite after digging for days ... it's found under my pc table which is impossible coz i've digged tat place b4) n last, my purse. It made me mad, there is 3000 nt, atm card, insurance card, id card, student card ... so on in the purse which are soooo important to me. Grrr! verdamnt! Lastly, when i entrusted tiz matter to God, my mom suddenly found it in my wardrobe, behind my pads. Isn it strange? why should i put it there? Did i put it unconsciously? Did i ??? i think i didn ... so who?
Another weird thing is, i wear a toe ring. It's quite hard to take it off, but yesterday when i woke up, it's on my finger. I was shocked! My mom n dad said they dun have tat kind of 'iseng' nerves to tease me like tat. So again ... who did that?
Waaaaaa kinda scary rite ... hihi so let's skip tiz topic. From now on i would be more aware to my properties ... cieh .... esp those tiny things. Geez... women have lots of tiny things to be taken care of urrgh...
I'm exhausted (>.<) i've been having fun for more than a month n start to feel sick of it now.
I miss my baby so much. We dun have so muct time togetha since my parents are here. He is cuter than ever with his new hair style =D .... I cant stop my self teasing if as if there r "Tease me plis!" words witten on his forehead. hehehehe .... Oups .... sorry schatz *mwach*
between Germany & Taiwan : 6:40 PM
Bila ada teman yang mencari.. Bilang saja aku sedang pergi.. -- Mama... Bila ada polisi yang mencari.. Bilang aku sudah lama mati... -- Tapi ma... Bila Cinta yang mencari..
-- Mama...
cup Cinta...wan an ya...pe sok lagi^^
-the love One-
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:22 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Cinta i miss You and want You right now...but what can i do...utang ya^^
Yank...io pengen banget nyanyiin ini lagu but nanti ya io utang di jkt aja:)
Lagu ini special untuk Cinta n will always be Ours
I swear to You - I will always be there for You -There’s nothin’ I won’t do
I promise You - all my life I will live for You - Will make it through
Forever - We will be
Together - You and me
Oh n’ when I hold You - nothin’ can compare
With all of my heart - You know I’ll always be - right there
I believe in Us - nothin’ else could ever mean so much
You're the one I trust our time has come - We're not two people
Now We are one - ya you're second to none
Forever -Wwe will be Together - a family
The more I get to know You - nothin' can compare
With all of my heart - You know I'll always be right there
Forever - We will be
Together - just You and me
The more I get to know You - the more I really care
With all of my heart - You know I'll always be...
Ya know I really love ya - You nothin' can compare
For all of my life - You know I'll always be...right there
Itu lagu dari bryan adams...so mantap that i want to sing it just for You Cinta...utang ya nanti di jkt...
I love You Maria Cecilia H...forever i DO^^
-the love one-
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:24 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I'm graduate yey!!!
To be honest, i felt nothing today. The graduation ceremony didnt impress me much ... it's just too hot, too crowded ... too noisy ... uncordinated well ... i dunno ...
But the most important is my parents r sooooooo happy n nervous today. It's supposed to be me who's to be nervous! I was a bit cranky tis moin. I felt tat everybody was soooo annoying n wanna be lonely for a while :( I lost my lovely earings (a graduation gift from io), it made me even angrier n bad mood. Grrrrrr tat's why i hate too much "hands" in my room!!!!
Stoppppppppp annoying me! it's just a graduation day, so what???? *feel a bit quilty today*
Danke Schatz... for the surprise that saved my mood ... the bucket is beautiful =)
Congrats for all my best fwenz: Zoolay, Ajiez, Jeff, Defi... sukses slalu yaaaaaaaaaa
Fika n Cc fidel ... thx for the gift, the efforts, the time, the flower n everything.
Ww ... thx for the fab pics from ur cam.
Yenny, roofi, ww&ajis, zoolay&alenk, aris, papi&mami, fika&v-del n io ofkors ... for the flowers ^^ that make my room smells so goooood.
Especially thx for my parents who give me the chance to be one of those gaduated students here =p ... who also shares the happiness to my other fwenz ... and who always support me in my tough days.
*cheers*
Gut luk in the future guys!
between Germany & Taiwan : 7:29 AM
Friday, June 03, 2005
Cintaaaaaaaa....selamet ya udah lulus....hihihi....
I am so proud of You....tinggal io neh lol
Eniwei Yank...i wish i was there to congratz Yoou face to face...well io utang ya ampe nanti di jkt:)
Mwachh2.....i love You alwayz n sekali lagi selamet dah lulus*huggyyyyy
-the love one-
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:14 PM
g dikamar g dengan pc baru n lagi nggak tau mao napain...males mamam but i have to...nanti maem roti aja diluar... duh i miss Cinta...
Cinta lagi jalan keloar ke tao yuen ama mapi...nanti bakalan balek agak maleman soalnya mereka mao ke gereja yang mulainya jam 7.30 malem.
Besok Cinta wisuda...and this is what makes me feel so so sad...coz i can be there tomorrow. i want it badly but i cant...ironic isnt it? Cinta maapin ya sok nggak bisa dateng...io mao banget nget nget....mana katana ada pindah2in tali untuk smoa anak2 yang lulus...nggak cuma yang nilainya bagus tok...OMG
Yank io ganti nanti ya rayainnya di jkt...nanti sakaq n pasti seru...promise^^
i cant tell anymore how much i miss You...i miss everything in You Cinta...smoanya...every lil thing...
Cinta...You are magic to me...i love You more than i love my self...i love You Honey...ALWAYZ DO^^
-desperate one-
between Germany & Taiwan : 3:37 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Liebste....ich will Dich jetzt...komm zu Mir....brauch dich sehr
ScH@tz...ich WüRdE alLeß tun, Dich zu UmArmEN
-Those represent our feelings-
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:58 AM
Di Bumi yang Sama
Dari OPRAH SHOW
acara hari itu ada dua cerita...
yang pertama,
tentang cerita seorang peneliti yang datang ke kota yang
paling maju di India. Di sana masih ada tradisi pembakaran
pengantin wanita yang tidak bisa membayar mas kawin.
Setiap hari pasti terjadi hal spt itu. Dan di sana sudah dianggap
hal yang biasa. Kalo di papan2 kecelakaan lalu lintas di India,
tertulis jumlah korban kecelakaan yang terjadi di jalan2 yg
berbahaya, tapi jumlah pembakaran wanita tidak pernah
diberitakan. Peneliti tersebut menayangkan hasil rekamannya
di acara oprah tersebut..dan memang benar2 mengerikan.
Biasanya kalau keluarga pihak pria mengalami kebangkrutan,
atau pihak keluarga wanita kurang / tidak bisa melunasi mas
kawinnya, maka si istri akan dibakar hidup2 di dalam
rumahnya. Ada yang meninggal, tapi ada juga yang selamat
(berhasil menyelamatkan diri) ... tapi keadaannya sangat
menderita...
Mereka yang selamat, datang ke rumah sakit... dan tidak
pernah memberikan alasan yg sebenarnya... karena kalau
mereka berani bicara, maka mereka / keluarganya akan
dibunuh. Karena itu, alasan yang mereka berikan, pasti
kecelakaan di dapur... kompor meledak, dsb.. tidak pernah
mereka bisa berterus terang.. mereka takut.
Dan yang memperburuk keadaan, suami2 mereka berkumpul
di depan pintu rumah sakit ( yang ditutup untuk menghalangi
mereka ), memaksa masuk, hanya untuk mengancam istri2
mereka.
(note: ruangan untuk istri2 mereka ini adalah ruangan khusus,
karena mereka semua yang dirawat adalah korban yang
dibakar,sehingga bau menyengat selalu memenuhi ruangan.. )
Sewaktu di India, si peneliti ditemani oleh seorang wanita
India yang berkerja di bagian organisasi wanita yang
menangani masalah2 seperti ini. Dia mengatakan, alasan2
wanita ini dibakar, kadang bukan hanya karena mas kawin saja..
tapi ada juga karena hal sepele, misalnya : sewaktu suami
pulang, masakan belum siap, maka si suami akan menuang
bensin ke istrinya dan membakarnya.. Pernah ada suami yang
marah dan membakar istrinya, anak perempuannya yg masih
kecil ikut terbakar karena berusaha menyelamatkan ibunya.
Keduanya selamat, tapi cacat.. dan si anak trauma dengan
kejadian itu.
Karena tradisi inilah, maka banyak sekali bayi2 perempuan
di india yang digugurkan.. karena keluarga hanya
menganggapnya sebagai beban jika ia dewasa.
Kejadian terakhir yang bisa memberikan sedikit harapan,
dalah pernikahan seorang gadis, yang ayahnya telah menabung
10th demi mempersiapkan mas kawin untuknya. Tapi pada hari
pernikahan, tetap saja mas kawinnya kurang, dan keluarga pria
menghina ayahnya dan meludahi ayahnya.. sang gadis langsung
melaporkan kejadian ini ke polisi.. dan keluarga pria ditahan...
Sejak saat ini, barulah ada yang mulai berani mengikuti
jejaknya. Karena sebenarnya, jika mereka berani melaporkan
ke yang berwajib, pasti keluarga pria akan ditindak. Jika kita
melihat ke sel tahanan di sana, kita akan melihat, dalam satu
sel, ada yang berisi satu keluarga... Cuma karena mereka takut
dengan ancaman, sedikit sekali yang berani melaporkan...
Pada akhir acara oprah, si peneliti mengatakan, berita
dukanya, saat ini,seluruh korban di rumah sakit yang tadi
ditayangkan, tidak dapat diselamatkan... kondisi mereka terlalu
parah..
yang kedua,
acara tentang seorang dokter yang telah mendedikasikan
kehidupannya untuk para wanita di ethiopia yang menderita
fistula. Di ethiopia, terdapat para keluarga yg tinggal jauh dari
jalan besar... mereka tinggal dipinggiran. Ada tradisi di sana di
mana anak perempuan yang baru berumur 8-9 tahun sudah
dinikahkan dan tinggal bersama keluarga anak lelaki.Pada saat
si anak perempuan sudah mendapat mensturasi, barulah si anak
akan 'bersetubuh'. Maka itu pada usia yang sangat muda,
mereka sudah mengandung.
Sayangnya proses kelahirannya tidak dibantu apa2.. bahkan
tidak ada bidan di sana. Ada yang melahirkan prosesnya
berhari2.. bahkan sampai 6 hari... akhirnya bayinya meninggal
karena terlalu lama... dan keluar (karena badan bayi sudah
mengecil)... Karena proses melahirkan yang sulit dipicu oleh
kondisi jasmani ibu muda yang belum cukup umur tsb,
seringkali proses mengejan akhirnya merusak saluran kemih
dan saluran BAB sang ibu. Akibatnya, pasca melahirkan, si ibu
tidak dapat mengontrol saat buang air kecil dan air besar . Ia
dpt buang air kecil dan air besar setiap saat tanpa disadari dan
menetes terus dr saluran yang rusak tersebut. Belum lagi luka
akibat melahirkan yang tidak diobati sampai akhirnya bernanah
dan berbau.
Tidak tahan dengan bau tersebut, maka suami akan mengusir
istrinya ke rumah orang tuanya. Orang tua si istri dengan tangan
terbuka menerima anaknya kembali dan membuatkan gubuk
kecil di depan / belakang rumah mereka, agar si anak bisa
tinggal di sana sampai sembuh...[krn bau sang anak tidak
memungkinkan untuk tetap tinggal bersama orangtua ]
sayangnya mereka tidak pernah sembuh dan selamanya hidup
terasing...
sampai si dokter wanita ini muncul di sana...
Awalnya dokter ini datang hanya untuk kunjungan, tetapi
setelah melihat keadaan di sana, dia memutuskan untuk tetap
di sana dan akhirnya mendirikan rumah sakit khusus untuk
para penderita fistula ini.. Dia merawat dengan kasih sayang
dan memberikan kembali rasa percaya diri para wanita ini.
Dia melakukan operasi untuk menyembuhkan para wanita ini...
tanpa dikenakan biaya sepeser pun. para wanita ini datang
pun dengan pengorbanan yang luar biasa... ada dari mereka yg
berjalan bermil2.... ada yang menjual ternaknya... ada yang
menjual harta bendanya.. demi mereka bisa sampai di rumah
sakit
Kadang setelah mereka punya ongkos untuk naik kendaraan,
tapi di kendaraan itu mereka diminta turun, karena mereka bau...
dan tidak bisa menahan untuk buang air.. sehingga akhirnya
mereka terpaksa berjalan..
Di rumah sakit yang didirikan bersama suaminya, sang
Dokter selain melakukan operasi untuk fistula tersebut,
dia juga memberikan kehidupan baru bagi mereka.
Setelah selesai operasi dan penyembuhan, para wanita ini akan
pulang dengan pakaian baru dan tentu saja harapan akan
kehidupan baru.
Suatu sharing yang luar biasa yang dibagikan dalam acara
tersebut. Saatnya kita syukuri anugrah yang telah kita dapatkan dalam
kehidupan kita. Anda dan para wanita di sekitar kita mungkin
memiliki kehidupan yang jauh lebih baik. Terlepas dr berbagai
cobaan dan beban hidup yang dialami. Namun nun jauh disana,
di bawah sinar matahari yang sama, di bumi yang sama dengan
yang kita pijak saat ini.. ada wanita-wanita lain yang memiliki
kehidupan yang berbeda. Penderitaan yang mungkin lebih
berat dari yang dapat kita bayangkan.
Sumber: Unknown (Tidak Diketahui)
so pathetic ... =) suddenly i feel so lucky.
between Germany & Taiwan : 8:16 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
I'm a bit annoying rite?
I just cant stop writing although nothin important to be written of
i'm just boring n need sum1 to talk to ...pillow talk maybe hmm ...
Ok ... ignore me !
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:52 AM
Airport is supposed to be a happy place for sum1 like me. It means i could go back home. I could meet sumone cute who waits me outside of the gate like usuall. In the other hand, i also hate airport. it means good bye, separatation and distance. Ironicly, today i cried and smiled in a same day @ the airport. It's just too hard to face the fact that we have to be separated again ... for our own good. I didnt know how i managed my feeling n expression from sad to happy when i picked my parents at the airport too. I am happy they are here now. But someway somehow it's so strange to be alone again.
Well..we'll see, i could manage it sumhow =) Eniwei, tomorrow i HAVE to attend my moin class. I've skipped the class for a month n the teacher's already asked bout my attendancy to my fwen hikz .. *lazy pig*
Ps for schatz:
Call me when you get there ...
Oww... my phone line got prob,it still doesn't work although i've changes the phone ... i think the prob is not on the phone but on the line ... hihi oups we've accidently threw the old phone ...
SMS has been sent ...
wat else ya ... just call me ok! i'm worry to death!
between Germany & Taiwan : 10:12 AM
Yes, you are right sweetie...
It needs a lifetime to memorize sumone we love
I could memorize thousands of his cute expressions
I could memorize the way he acts...
his habits...
his likes...
n` dislikes...
But pliz tell me, how to memorize the smell of sumone?
I miss kinda unique smell now. (baby smell + pheromone + BLV perfume ...)
between Germany & Taiwan : 9:49 AM
God always blesses you, dear =)
between Germany & Taiwan : 12:19 AM
