Friday, March 04, 2005
Schatz, i said No doesn't mean tat i dun miss u I miss u like hell I miss to have ur smell surrounding me I miss to share our lunch, snacks, dinner, any food ... n get fat togetha I miss to sleep on ur shoulder like i usually did I miss to watch any movie wif ya , then watch u fall asleep ... n i'll fall asleep too haha I miss to spend a time togetha in the kitchen (although i cant cook at all) I miss sumone wakes me up in the moin wif his own way ... Above all ... I miss U *speachless is i can say...but i want to tell You one thing^^
Yaiy! Reasons to be happy todae =
1. It's stop raining (fiuh... finally)
2. The sun shines brightly =D
3. I skipped my morning class so i could sleep 8 hours straight hehe ... feel so healthy n full energy rite now
4. I had a 2 toasts for my lunch durin mi class which r so yummy (chocolate + peanut butter toast and cheese + pig floss toast) --> kinda weird combinations rite? =p
5. No rese peep who bugs me
6. No rese thingi happens
7. I think mi gank gal + me gonna go to a nitemarket after work...
I did a bad bad thing todae. Zoolay asked me why i skipped my class b`c the teacher called my name n knew that i didnt attend into her class. I just knew tat my school has a weird policy started from tiz semester; Anyone who skips the class once, 10 points would be deducted from the final exam score. Sooo.... if u r genious enuf, u could only skip the class 4 times n u have to make sure tat ur score is 100% (>.<) Well... bicoz of feeling so well todae i dun mind bout the stupid policy. But sumhow my indian classmate (who was my ex-roomate) came up wif a brilliant idea. N i did it ... hehehe I saw a doctor in my school... told him tat i have a runny nose (which is true when it's winter) and sore all over body ( he can't check it eniwei) The doctor (nodded) : " Aah... u r influence. Drink more water n wear more clothes" Hiehiehiehi n Voila! i got a proof of being sick todae to my prof next week.... hehehe wat a bad bad gal. But actually i hardly take tiz way as an excuse, bc my mom hates tiz kind of reason. She said why sumbody must curse on himself just to get such an excuse... wat if it really happens n u got sick? Huhuhu sooo tell ya a lil secret ... these r sum examples tat i usually use to get an excuse : @ Family prob... @ My cousin will get marry in tat day @ I gtg to Taipei... to verify my new passport or to make the new one @ My grandpa passed away (they had passed away years ago --> fact)
@I need to accompany my nanny, she's gonna have a knee replacement joint ... (I have to be more carefull wif tis excuse... bc if it's often used, peep would ask me how many knees tat my grandma has huhuhuhu)
@ bla bla ... have any idea??? hihihi tell me then ...
Ermm there is other thing tat is in my mind.
iO: I miss u deadly
Me: sure I do too
Then He searches for the cheapest ticket n plans to be here on April. I supposed to be happy rite? In fact yes I am... I'm sooo excited!!! But when i know how much the ticket will cost him (around 600 euro) , I pushed myslef to say "No, don't come"
I tried to hold on my tears n refused his idea. I know... both of us feel the same ... frustating.
Don't you think spending (7-9 juta) for a "pacaran fee" is not a wise idea at all???? (buat traktir aku aja kalo kesana hehehe =p)
Otherwise, we still have 119 days left .. to have our summer vacation together again ...
Then, if there's any big prob tiz year me gonna spend a whole month wif ya in germany ...
See how much we'r blessed tiz year. It's such a miracle to have 3 times vacation together in a year.
Believe me hun, ur idea is still in my mind, i fought wif myself b4 i said "N, don't come"
It's a hard temptation ...
io is here...
You are the best wife-Partner of life...i have maid the right desicion infact that was the BEST desicion ever in my Life:D
Cinta i love You above all in this world...i need You in this life like desert need the rain like i need You^^
*a touch of Cinta's email which was written in 3 March 2005:...i lophe u darling
lophe u sooo much more than anyone
Let me tell You one thing Cinta...i Do too:D
Love Kissez Huggyzzz
The HAPPIEST man on earth, io
between Germany & Taiwan : 3:26 AM
